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Paradise Lost EP

by FOREVER / ALWAYS

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1.
I remain, lost cause In the sea of repeat I look up, to the bottom Fly down south, onto the next one Cause i have faith in us, if we don’t self destruct to the bottom Of false promises, you’re a false promiser, officer Now before you go don’t forget Which is to say, remember! So many lines that you correct So many clues that you collect In our hearts We were reminded of all the things that we agreed and When we decide to keep this to ourselfs We’d have a play in a garden of palette Pass out, pass in I decided, i would pretend to be alive Peeking through keyhole Looking for closure You think youre playing sherlock, eat my dreadlock (aint you doc?) Oh no you got no clue Mississippi old klux! Is getting thick but our mind is getting sick Onto the conscious of being alone Generations of cripples Failed seekers Who never really knew Old mystic fallacy At least someone Somebody trust my trust And now you’ve hurt my trust Paradise Lost
2.
Right, what i've learned from my mistakes Is to hold un-intangible blithe let me make it clear to you right Right! What they’ve done to my past tense Lurks behind those irrelevant minds Lies lies lies they’re missing life Standing behind those irrelevant eyes Eyes, ice, dice, strikes Tequilla shots with their tablecloth mites How can i get back to reality when Everything i need dissapoint me since I walk the earth, for too long Making mistakes as i walk along These chest’s a freeway to every soul that has deprived from the disposal of time These chest need a line of a positive mind and needs to be inserted in that brain cortex of yours We live in an ocean of motion We ride to shore Without wanting more Tonight is the night that i finally win free perceptions of my abstractions and everything that i should’ve done We found our selfs drifted in being yen from the yin Oh it's depressing, sitting here listening Those people combining the wrong path of a path that your thumbs diligently scrolling We should live life to the fullest Dodging our psyche from the bullet Bide our ties to abiding binding joy and neglect I disrespect those who demand to be respected She don't need me anymore Now my heart it turns to stone
3.
Driving alone, in a place i call home I preach my qualms to the choir, i preach my qualms to those who never see a sickening recipe piece of my heart Does it hurts when you still move far from a place to a home Or do you hurt yourself when you left the door? Every step feels like more door Lord of the ring i’d be tyson like bison Light money up like the free mason Or just forget the fact that i’ve lost you too, the same reason surpass what we’ve been through a lot of hard reasoning Well, do you think that i helped create a resume? And i once smoked shot gun through my sorrow I see them crows hanging at the crowbar I’m dancing on the floor, look at how people flow Cause i’m an outlaw, got an outlaw chick, bumping 2pac on my outlaw Shit i got shot
4.
one prayin’ i’m done playin\ last time was on a outro\ stuck in the house, need to get out more\ I’ve been stackin’ up like i’m fundraising\ most people in my position misconcepts and run a complex devotion\ exploring situations about mass that glides with gravity when the moment it starts making stars in it’ & makin moons in it’\ the moon pull tides and sprung seasons creating life inside the atmosphere\ making raw shit with these acid six billion years expanding\ the world as we know it getting astonishing, it’s like a snowball species living\ till i was birthed there my first year man i don’t know this place like ‘do we come from Him?’ \ backseat at junior high making pinpoints about a higher being?\ fuck that.\ is any god coming before i show up there & there’s no one there?\ These days we could talk on skype with aunt brenda without going there\ Backrub for my main thing, tony\ I’ve been stressed out\ Talking to them like back then i didnt trust them, i’m blessed now\ Talking to them like the act of killing made a million killings & didnt came out\ Tony told me “take a deep breath, you’re too worried about pulling the strings out. Read the scriptures if you have doubt, i have doubt, im chaind behind from the inside. Ive been telling myself that ive been wrong.”\ I should’ve set the bars\ I should’ve been on mars\ I should have let the hours that let me low\ But when i listen too much drake I said that i have been thinking about it too much\ “Dont think about it too much, its left for us”\ Dont think about it too much, it has left\ Its left for us.
5.
Have you ever wandered why i left your faith of hate in shame?\ the secrets provoke lies and deceit and it has been there staying for while\ do you recall that before Christ things spice when we pick up all the lies and advice?\ "thou shalt not seek different vice"\ said lying priest to a mice\ we can't follow fools that make us ground rules\ with false scriptures and to lie without proof\ i shall self crucify\ no more secrets, the source of all creation is you i have sacrificed i have fantasized my happiness in the corner of the streets waiting for the exodus\ does they set their hearts to the age of reason to stop judging the skin? i self crucify my happiness i self crucify my being alone i self crucify my everything; peacefully, a place for me, my entity.\ being alone\ i self crucify, i stopped being alone.

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A myriad of questions, immense feeling of hopelessness, melted into a boiling pot of angst and rage. FOREVER /ALWAYS aim to sweep you into a vast ocean of contemplation about life and injustice with its The Wave-influenced post-hardcore sound. Definitely worth to check if you listen to Touche Amore and La Dispute almost religiously.

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released September 29, 2014

Produced by FOREVER / ALWAYS
Released by Sailboat Records
Recorded at The Box Studio by Erdo Djunianto
Mixed & Mastered by Erdo Djunianto

Vocals & Lyrics by Fadil McGee
Guitars, Bass, Art Direction & Design by Yogawerda Kessawa
Drums by Adrey C
Bass & Photos by Rama Florenza

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