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The Album LP

by Amukredam

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1.
Arrival 02:08
I know one thing for sure Everything is temporary I thought boredom and distraction are my best friends At the end of the day, they’re gone. And you’re all I can think about. You make me listen to your favorite song And smell like your favorite cigarette That night when the moon was hanging low When you go down there and took things slow I can’t stop replaying it in my head It’s not even enough it came in my sleep So would you kill me eventually? Because an old man once told me Find what you love and let it kill you Well, I found you But boy how you lost me I guess I’m the best fucking book you’ll never fucking read Just sitting down there nicely in your old shelves – untouched. Covered in dust and spider web and dirt... everything I still wish it meant something to you though. All of it. Later when you’re cleaning up, we’ll find out. The thing is… I simply want to be with you Unfortunately, it’s not as simple as that
2.
An “A” for an effort is all we gonna get Knowing all of this has an expiration date Will we be able to see us failing Or we could try for the sake of trying So when it’s all said and done Which one part of me you won’t forget? I love you I love you blurry much Those couple of dimples on your cheeks How you’re so depending at me when everything didn’t go your way How you come up to me crying everytime your heart breaks so badly Oh the things I’d do if you were mine I’d kiss you until you smell like my cigarettes But you told me to wait, so I wait because I can wait When the time comes Let’s spend the rest of our lives doing everything our religion forbids The question remains; how long is too long again? Will we be able to see us failing Or we could try for the sake of trying
3.
Musim Dingin 03:54
Jejak // Hilang Tinggal // Cerita Perlahan // Terbiasa Empat kaki penuh luka Lima pagi terdengar suara Lantang namun termangu Penuh debu ia terbangun Sebelah mata beda warna Si gagah yang mirip serigala Bekas di tubuhnya sudah hilang “Tempatnya bukan di sini” ia bilang Kasih sayang tanpa kondisi Jelas terasa saat ia di sini Terlelap di sela-sela kaki Terbangun saat ditinggali Hari pertama diberi Rumah sakit ia kembali Meraung sepanjang malam Tanpa kawan lebih kelam Tempatnya belum layak Berpindah ia terisak Tetiba sunyi di pagi hari Biasakan diri untuk sendiri
4.
Lautan 03:20
Patience // Drained out Visions // Blacked out Kisses // Right on Rushes // Long gone The heads // Crashing The steps // Stumbling All things // Failing The world // Revolving It’s the end of a story Because everything is temporary Let’s. Run. Right. Now. A patience that drained out A vision that blacked out What we have is nothing And the worst yet coming
5.
Part 1 Love // Hope // Lost // Repeat Lust // Hope // Lost // Repeat It's just a matter of time till your feet slipped up and fucked your life up Love // Hope // Lost // Repeat Lust // Hope // Lost // Repeat Everyone got a plan until they got hit in the face Everything that we once were Is now nothing but a smoking husk. Of. Forgotten. Dreams. You could've stayed but you just can't make it comfortable So let's just stop Because everything is not okay Love // Hope // Lost // Repeat Lust // Hope // Lost // Repeat Part 2 We can always say we didn't know any better Act like we figure it all out to comfortably go further Running on a land mine Dancing on a quicksand Keep saying it's fine And it's part of being a man Controlling the steps is not a priority We don't stop until the line gets blurry Indeed it doesn't make sense Because we never thought of any consequences I left it... wide open For us to see. For us to see. Everytime. We're thinking of. Going down that road again It's safe to say We're trying To hit it with... This shaky aim So what you believe? Who's laughing now? There's nothing left to blame
6.
tadi malam aku bermimpi tidur di dalam kulkas dan menyimpan hatiku di sana ke mana lagi aku harus berlari kini ketika hanya pesanmu yang membuatku bertahan tiap pagi, menghitung helaian uban dari rambutku dan menunggu di kota yang dingin berselimutkan lampu dan kain sulam warna warni aku dan kamu adalah serangkaian pertemuan dan obrolan yang menghangatkan hati bola-bola energi yang berpendar dan menyala dalam gelap putaran arus-arus gelombang yang membentuk ombak dan pecah di atas kepala masing-masing kita berputar dalam pusaran waktu yang begitu kencang aku bisa apa saja kalau aku mau, dan kali ini untuk percaya, membuang seluruh kegelisahan dan bersandar pada bahumu ketika kita tak lagi tahu arah kita adalah sepasang jiwa yang bebas, utuh, dan berkelana mungkin biar saja seperti itu biar kenangan-kenangan tentang kebersamaan kita menjadi hal terakhir yang kuhapus dari alam bawah sadarku yang sudah terlalu sesak
7.
I stop chasing...You Just try my best to gather what you have left With what is left of me Promises made, promises kept I'll finish it when it's dark Since nothing's fun under the sun Cause I don't fit... in I rarely am I keep my head held high When we can't clap right I'd like to shoulder the weight Of everyone that we love Unconditionally since you're out of breath The season's ending It's not what we're expecting Is it too much to ask for more minutes... For more rooms of thoughts For more fights to stopped I know it will be tough but I cant give... in
8.
Nobody But You (free) 02:55
nobody can save you but yourself. they will attempt again and again to put you into nearly impossible situations. they will try again and again through subterfuge, guise and force to make you submit, quit and /or die quietly inside. nobody can save you but yourself and it will be so very easy to fail but… just watch them. just listen. do you want to be like that? a faceless, pride less, heartless being? do you want to experience barzah before death? nobody can save you but yourself and you’re worth saving. it’s a war not easily won but if anything is worth winning then this is it. If anything is worth it then it’s you. Your beautiful self. don’t follow the soulless body. maintain your self with humor and grace with everything that draw a smile on your face and finally if necessary wager yourself as you struggle, Since you’re the only one that can save yourself
9.
Why can’t we find our purpose Why can’t we ask for more Through this life, i want Nothing but love (as we reach the end) “For things are what we feel they are - how long have you Known this without yet knowing it?” - Fernando Pessoa I am something A constellation of everything I ain’t nothing But a universe that expanding (we’ve taken away everything just to put only what we mean)
10.
Departure 02:00

about

The Album is Amukredam's debut album, following single from 2017, and 2 track album teaser "The First Phase". Collaborate with some musicians for this album, some tracks are songs that are written from 2013 till presents.

As Rian Pelor said "You'll find all main foundation of Post-Hardcore, Emo, and Screamo that are good in this album".

credits

released May 23, 2021

All tracks recorded at Various time and place from Aug 2020 - Jan 2021
Drums recorded at AION Studio
Mixed and mastered by Rangga Corda (Garasimix - @ranggacorda)

All instruments and voices performed by Avin, Jati, Odi & Toro, except vocal on “The Art of Natural Dy(e)ing” by Stephanie Mamonto, guest vocal on “Nothing’s Fun Under The Sun” by Aldhia Wolf, and guest vocal on “A renunciation of ending, A power of will” by R.M. Suryokusumo

All songs and lyrics are composed by Amukredam, except poem on “The Art of Natural Dy(e)ing” by Stephanie Mamonto,
and “Nobody But You” based on Charles Bukowski’s Poem of the same title

Illustrations and layout by Toro Elmar (www.toroelmar.com)

Digital and CDs are published by Sailboat Records ©2021

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