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Arrival
02:08
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I know one thing for sure
Everything is temporary
I thought boredom and distraction are my best friends
At the end of the day, they’re gone.
And you’re all I can think about.
You make me listen to your favorite song
And smell like your favorite cigarette
That night when the moon was hanging low
When you go down there and took things slow
I can’t stop replaying it in my head
It’s not even enough it came in my sleep
So would you kill me eventually?
Because an old man once told me
Find what you love and let it kill you
Well, I found you
But boy how you lost me
I guess I’m the best fucking book you’ll never fucking read
Just sitting down there nicely in your old shelves – untouched.
Covered in dust and spider web and dirt... everything
I still wish it meant something to you though. All of it.
Later when you’re cleaning up, we’ll find out.
The thing is… I simply want to be with you
Unfortunately, it’s not as simple as that
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Shots in the Dark
02:11
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An “A” for an effort is all we gonna get
Knowing all of this has an expiration date
Will we be able to see us failing
Or we could try for the sake of trying
So when it’s all said and done
Which one part of me you won’t forget?
I love you
I love you blurry much
Those couple of dimples on your cheeks
How you’re so depending at me when everything didn’t go your way
How you come up to me crying everytime your heart breaks so badly
Oh the things I’d do if you were mine
I’d kiss you until you smell like my cigarettes
But you told me to wait, so I wait because I can wait
When the time comes
Let’s spend the rest of our lives doing everything our religion forbids
The question remains; how long is too long again?
Will we be able to see us failing
Or we could try for the sake of trying
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Musim Dingin
03:54
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Jejak // Hilang
Tinggal // Cerita
Perlahan // Terbiasa
Empat kaki penuh luka
Lima pagi terdengar suara
Lantang namun termangu
Penuh debu ia terbangun
Sebelah mata beda warna
Si gagah yang mirip serigala
Bekas di tubuhnya sudah hilang
“Tempatnya bukan di sini” ia bilang
Kasih sayang tanpa kondisi
Jelas terasa saat ia di sini
Terlelap di sela-sela kaki
Terbangun saat ditinggali
Hari pertama diberi
Rumah sakit ia kembali
Meraung sepanjang malam
Tanpa kawan lebih kelam
Tempatnya belum layak
Berpindah ia terisak
Tetiba sunyi di pagi hari
Biasakan diri untuk sendiri
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Lautan
03:20
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Patience // Drained out
Visions // Blacked out
Kisses // Right on
Rushes // Long gone
The heads // Crashing
The steps // Stumbling
All things // Failing
The world // Revolving
It’s the end of a story
Because everything is temporary
Let’s. Run. Right. Now.
A patience that drained out
A vision that blacked out
What we have is nothing
And the worst yet coming
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5. |
The Mighty Don't Kneel
06:05
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Part 1
Love // Hope // Lost // Repeat
Lust // Hope // Lost // Repeat
It's just a matter of time till your feet
slipped up and fucked your life up
Love // Hope // Lost // Repeat
Lust // Hope // Lost // Repeat
Everyone got a plan until they got hit in the face
Everything that we once were
Is now nothing but a smoking husk. Of. Forgotten. Dreams.
You could've stayed but you just can't make it comfortable
So let's just stop
Because everything is not okay
Love // Hope // Lost // Repeat
Lust // Hope // Lost // Repeat
Part 2
We can always say we didn't know any better
Act like we figure it all out to comfortably go further
Running on a land mine
Dancing on a quicksand
Keep saying it's fine
And it's part of being a man
Controlling the steps is not a priority
We don't stop until the line gets blurry
Indeed it doesn't make sense
Because we never thought of any consequences
I left it... wide open
For us to see. For us to see.
Everytime. We're thinking of.
Going down that road again
It's safe to say
We're trying
To hit it with...
This shaky aim
So what you believe?
Who's laughing now?
There's nothing left to blame
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tadi malam aku bermimpi tidur di dalam kulkas
dan menyimpan hatiku di sana
ke mana lagi aku harus berlari kini
ketika hanya pesanmu yang membuatku bertahan tiap pagi,
menghitung helaian uban dari rambutku dan menunggu
di kota yang dingin berselimutkan lampu dan kain sulam warna warni
aku dan kamu adalah serangkaian pertemuan dan obrolan yang menghangatkan hati
bola-bola energi yang berpendar dan menyala dalam gelap
putaran arus-arus gelombang yang membentuk ombak
dan pecah di atas kepala masing-masing
kita berputar dalam pusaran waktu yang begitu kencang
aku bisa apa saja kalau aku mau,
dan kali ini untuk percaya,
membuang seluruh kegelisahan
dan bersandar pada bahumu ketika kita tak lagi tahu arah
kita adalah sepasang jiwa yang bebas, utuh, dan berkelana
mungkin biar saja seperti itu
biar kenangan-kenangan tentang kebersamaan kita
menjadi hal terakhir
yang kuhapus dari alam bawah sadarku
yang sudah terlalu sesak
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I stop chasing...You
Just try my best to gather what you have left
With what is left of me
Promises made, promises kept
I'll finish it when it's dark
Since nothing's fun under the sun
Cause I don't fit... in
I rarely am
I keep my head held high
When we can't clap right
I'd like to shoulder the weight
Of everyone that we love
Unconditionally since you're out of breath
The season's ending
It's not what we're expecting
Is it too much to ask for more minutes...
For more rooms of thoughts
For more fights to stopped
I know it will be tough but I cant give... in
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nobody can save you but yourself.
they will attempt again and again
to put you into nearly impossible situations.
they will try again and again
through subterfuge, guise and force
to make you submit, quit and /or die quietly inside.
nobody can save you but yourself
and it will be so very easy to fail
but…
just watch them.
just listen.
do you want to be like that?
a faceless, pride less, heartless being?
do you want to experience barzah before death?
nobody can save you but yourself
and you’re worth saving.
it’s a war not easily won
but if anything is worth winning then this is it.
If anything is worth it then it’s you.
Your beautiful self.
don’t follow the soulless body.
maintain your self
with humor and grace
with everything that draw a smile on your face
and finally if necessary
wager yourself as you struggle,
Since you’re the only one that can save yourself
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Why can’t we find our purpose
Why can’t we ask for more
Through this life, i want
Nothing but love
(as we reach the end)
“For things are what we feel they are - how long have you
Known this without yet knowing it?” - Fernando Pessoa
I am something
A constellation of everything
I ain’t nothing
But a universe that expanding
(we’ve taken away everything
just to put only what we mean)
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10. |
Departure
02:00
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